Of Kings and Paupers

Why do they want me to go away from your life now ? After two years of [friendship] why are there people who think it important to interject and say this guy must go.  Ever met people like these who hate you to be happy, content and calm as the summer sea because their own life is all warped. ...

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ALL IS WELL

Remember Three Idiots the movie, and what people thought of it as movie.  Everyone thought it was remarkable and I thought well, its remarkable alright because the whole movie is about "miracles do happen".  If you are an Indian then miracles happen almost everyday.  Remember that visit to the hospital when so many people came to visit the doctor, and you were like...

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Its My Life

Have you ever had the experience of being told what to do by the absolutely most ignorant of people.  I don't want to sound judgemental yet that's what I felt when I was told how to manage my love life by somebody who was divorced, not connected with his kins and family and as few friends that I could count on my fingers.  There will be a lot of occasions when I have done exactly what I...

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Love me or Hate me

Dear Friend, Last I met you there was a buzz in the air, the birds, the bees, the flowers everything was humming with energy divine.  The coffee was just the right shade of bitterness, the croisants were crisp yet soft and crunched against the teeth and then melted in the mouth.  I still remember the sinfully delicious chocolate brownie we shared.  Friend I miss the moments of peace...

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Its a Trap

I am very much a morning person.  Every morning nature wakes me up early to show me its way and how much it loves me.  There is so much peace and beauty that abounds early in the morning.  The chirping birds, the green sylvan swaying trees, the absolute bliss that one gets out of sheer...

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Is HE for real ?

The travails of [aloofness] follow me everywhere I go.  Is this world for real ? I search for him everywhere and can't find him.  Is HE for real ? I mean does this guy even know what he means to me, he vanishes at the drop of a pin, says that I affect him in ways that keep him disturbed for days.  I can't help it if I love him so much or can I ?  My life, well it has been an ordeal...

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Crazy as a Bee

AFTER DEATH 2012 If only there was a synonym for craziness, hard to say if bees are crazy, but I must have been crazy to be born to a house with people who were recluses.  Their aloofness got them to a stage where they neither desired nor asked for anything more than my time whenever they were home.  I remember as a kid I slept, most of times atleast, wake up for my milk and bread...

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The Pall Bearer of Gloom

[Jamaica] died december of 2011.  I knew she would, we had been escaping death for far too long.  I know I will too, soon, there is precious little to do here and nothing that permeates my mind so totally that I dedicate myself to it.  No cause and I am lost without her, I must admit.  She died a real painful death, renal failure, I wonder if it was because of the crap we ate...

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Rise and Fall from Grace

Back .. the study on [ renewables and energy ] took its toll.  I felt ill and tired for a day, but I am back here with renewed energy and a new focus.  Been wondering so much about [death], you might think its the only thing on my mind.  But I have other things on my mind - like peace and loving [ RIP ].  Crimes, I did commit, oh and not normal ones, we are not talking...

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Renewables - Calling Earth, Anybody Home

AL Gore stated a long time back : You look at the river, The flowers and the bees, the water as it flows along the banks the wet grass and all of a sudden you feel "Oh yeah I forgot about this" I have been trying to get this message across to people for a long time, but I have failed everytime...

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The Urban Jungle

Many, many, many, many years back maybe about 10 of them,  when I wallowed in filth and roamed around like a vagabond in search of something I [fathom] now as attainable, I came across these towers of RP-II.  Though I still remember my favourite security guard at NIIT premises in IIT, Delhi was...

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The Art of Aloofness

Its been a while since I have written anything here.  Life has ever since moved on.  The realms are all real, the unwanted advice of people still around somewhere me, I am still surrounded by the mundane and the pretentious - boring pepple doing their THING.  Yet I have discovered happiness.  I have learnt that everything has an answer. I discovered today why my religion, which...

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