Friday 10 June 2011

Fun and more Fun

In the beginning there was only ME then came my friends .. and in the evening we gathered for a family dinner.   Somehow today I was reminded of my b'day of 2010 which happens to be on the 10th March.  On the 10th March there was silence that year .. as I brooded over what life had in store for me.  I was just back from London a few months back and had lost touch with my friends.Had lost an unsettle yet happy life - though I have always been happy, in London and was back in Delhi.


Maninder and Naresh Masti in Mysore
Recession had hit all of us badly there.  The 1 pound recession meals were the norm and if there was ever a time when one needed to be back in Delhi it was now.  Back home in the warmth of a family that eagerly wanted me back I was thrilled to discover old family ties.  Someone missed me here I know for sure, no wonder life was always unsettled in London.  Trying to find out who missed me and whether someone missed me at all in Delhi would take time.  Immersed myself in studies, thought I d resurrect my drowning career in Networking.  As I would discover later, things are pre-ordained.  Something happened 9th March 2010, though I didn't know then it changed life for ever.  Some people change you and go, some people change themselves through you and go while some - JUST STAY WITH YOU. 

Friday 27 May 2011

Irrational Bosses and petty mindset of Small Minded Businessmen

If you can then CHANGE YOUR JOB..............if you can't then follow the crap on motivation, how-to-improve-performance, 100 tips, 1000 examples, etc etc.........reading the crap and following it and thinking that things have changed might help you spend your remaining days untill you retire..............and mind you when someone advices look for a better job, HR Gurus might say "Don't Run Away".....but remember Thinking about the well being of oneself is not running-away from job problems.....changing for the better is sometimes necessary to survive in the politics of work life. 

These are special excerpts from what I call today ... My Book of Palanism.

Wednesday 25 May 2011

Bridge Across Forever

Another week goes by , but curiously I am refreshed coz. I know now what comes tomorrow.  Just quit my job, the search begins again to find myself and rediscover like I did 7 years back.  Is it the itch or is it just that I hit the peak with nowhere to go.  Not a day will go by now when I will not learn, not a moment of rest and many new friends to make.  God Bless.

What describes me today, well :
 "That's what learning is, after all; not whether we lose the game, but how we lose and how we've changed because of it and what we take away from it that we never had before, to apply to other games. Losing, in a curious way, is winning.” ― The Bridge Across Forever

I am what I am, people hate me and people love me, just a regular guy - no pretense now

Wednesday 18 May 2011

Multimedia Speakers

Just bought myself a pair of Sennheiser Headset.  The HD 598 is a remarkable piece of equipment which takes you closer to music.  This headphones looks as incredible as it sounds.  The innovative E.A.R technology is directed towards the ears and the sound is just incredible.  Like sitting in a theatre like environment. 
Remarkable piece of equipment, recommended for the discerning user.

Saturday 14 May 2011

Been a long time

Some old timers may like me but mostly people like to call me old fashioned.  Its been a long time since I came back to posting something on this wall.  Last few days I have been depressed over my general state of affairs.  Wish there was something I could do about it.  I am a born piscean, and I know what I have to do come back to my state of equilibrium.

People come and go in my life but I remain who I am.  Last nite I got a call from an old friend, she said we hadn't spoken for a long time and was thinking of me.  That lifted me enough, to realise that friends are for living together in harmony.  She has stood by me no matter what and that pleased me.  Think I have streaks of megalomania in me.  Doctor Doctor .. cure me !!!!!!!!

Wednesday 20 April 2011

Monday 18 April 2011

RIP

A lifetime has gone by .. don't our memories and misdeameanours come back to haunt us
I hear voices, mebbe I am not meant to be.
Maybe .. hmmmm

Many times we commit to what shouldn't have been, attributing a reason for everything, especially a crime. Is anyone as clean as they are perceived to be.  Am I the only one who has committed [crimes].  It hurts to think of the past - of what I have been and what could have been.  This life may come to an end but there is no looking back now.  A few years of peace and love is all we need.  That accomplished .. RIP sscrappy1

The show must go on

Good beginning and a rotten ending .. the day has been an epitome of my life so far.
Accomplished what I wanted to do but when will people stop games or trying to involve me
in some, especially when it doesn't interested me.



Sunday 17 April 2011

Slept and whiled away a day when I could have taken the
car for a wash. Maybe thats what I should do ..ciao

Haven't blogged all my life and 40 years of it have gone by.
Strange as it may seem, the tears seem to never stop now .. the odd song brings on memories of days gone by ; responsibilities are unending.

Wonder where I am headed