The Scary Poker

I have been a scary poker for half of my life, that was before I met my husband.  First there was the scare of people - family, parents even some friends to an extent.  There was always more importance given to walking the line than personal gratification.  Then there were these added...

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The Living Daylights

Whore Whore Whore, they call us, without really knowing the white, Stranger than fiction, is my life Forgive me because this life makes me lie and be deceitful It is our life and we chose to do with it what pleases us.  Its strange that not knowing the circumstances of ones life, people are willing to pass judgement on my life.  To impose their morals on ours.  I have been...

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Web of Strangers

I met somebody yesterday.  Or should I say that I have been talking to this person on YM for a while now, but only yesterday I realised who this person was, what she believed in and what values she held precious.  Strange isn't it, that we can we can live our entire life with somebody without knowing who they really are, as a matter of fact we could live in a delusion about ourselves. ...

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The Art of Happiness

I think I have mentioned in this blog before that I am a morning person and get up normally in a happy disposition.  The growth rate is down, the economy has taken a beating, the job market is about but on its knees and the manufacturing sector hasn't fared too well either.  Yet every morning I wake up happy and blissful, continue to my journey of fighting life everyday and return home...

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ALL IS WELL

Remember Three Idiots the movie, and what people thought of it as movie.  Everyone thought it was remarkable and I thought well, its remarkable alright because the whole movie is about "miracles do happen".  If you are an Indian then miracles happen almost everyday.  Remember that visit to the hospital when so many people came to visit the doctor, and you were like...

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Is HE for real ?

The travails of [aloofness] follow me everywhere I go.  Is this world for real ? I search for him everywhere and can't find him.  Is HE for real ? I mean does this guy even know what he means to me, he vanishes at the drop of a pin, says that I affect him in ways that keep him disturbed for days.  I can't help it if I love him so much or can I ?  My life, well it has been an ordeal...

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Rise and Fall from Grace

Back .. the study on [ renewables and energy ] took its toll.  I felt ill and tired for a day, but I am back here with renewed energy and a new focus.  Been wondering so much about [death], you might think its the only thing on my mind.  But I have other things on my mind - like peace and loving [ RIP ].  Crimes, I did commit, oh and not normal ones, we are not talking...

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